hedgehog blog: Archive

this year revolved mostly around you, even though you left me a couple months before the new year. every single day i spent at least a little time thinking about you. every day i searched my memories for the answers to the questions i could never ask you. every day i wished i could have just one more chance with you. every day i went through the pain of having lost you not only as my love, but as...

Jan 1st

dear boy, maybe i would hang out with you more if every time we did see each other i didn’t get bruised in different places that are getting harder and harder to hide from my mom. also you haven’t gotten me taco bell in a while, and that is definitely not working in your favor. that is all for now. love from, me

Dec 31st

my lip is bruised again

my mom asked if someone punched me in the mouth …haaaaaaaaaaaa

Dec 31st

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i wish i hadn’t told them that secret. i didn’t really tell them, they just kept asking and i wasn’t answering and was making faces so they just figured it out. they kept talking about it though, and they’ll probably talk about it more to me. and to each other. and to other people. i don’t really trust them. they always tell me our other friend’s secrets, so why...

Dec 31st

later last night

i snuck out around 2 or 3, i don’t remember really. i went to his house. i hadn’t seen him in so long. we watched family guy. he played with my hair. he stared at me a lot. i tried not to feel guilty. i don’t feel like writing out all the details, but i got home after 7. i was so afraid my parents would be up already, but they weren’t. i’m glad i saw him.

Dec 31st

last night

her parents went out so jenn took her mom’s car and picked me & julia up to go to her house. we looked up recipes and she made us each two amazing drinks with a shitload of vodka that you could not taste even the slightest bit of. then we had some wine because we are ~classy bitches. we talked a lot. i accidentally told them something i didn’t want them to know. tried to keep julia...

Dec 31st

drunkdrunkdrunk

yesyesyes!

Dec 31st

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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You can learn a lot about someone by the music...

milktrees: mutantcalories:goodigotitgetitgotit:helveticunt!thetransit!lisztomania:nyota: therapeuticsmile: fuckyeahthewhitestripes: eachandeverydoor: 1. quicksand - la roux 2. teen angel - mark dinning 3. pulling muscles from a shell - squeeze 4. trainwreck - demi lovato 5. supreme being - amazing baby 6. love is colder than death - the virgins 7. i was made for loving you - kiss 8. wake up...

Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

i just went grocery shopping with my mom for two hours. we got so much food it is ridiculous. she said i could drink if i stay home and help at her party tomorrow night instead of going to a friend’s house or whatever =D i actually don’t mind going to my neighbor’s parties, and it’s going to be the same people that go to those, so hopefully it will be as fun as those.

Dec 30th